aaaaawww i love kids!

ever noticed how a week literary flies when your busy...i mean  time kimbias yani!but am looooving it!!
i seem to be in a fairly good mood everytime thursday fikas....waah, the excitement!coz i know tommorow's friday and that as you are aware would be the best day ever.fridays!!thez something about the days fridays...yani kunakuwanga na kafuraha kengine and of late i have been having these random sprees after jobo, hook up with ma random peeps...wanajijua!!haha....then we get others on board and voila!but at this rate...aiyayiyai,i never get my rest..hmppphhh....no wonder am always a tired individual.y'all wouldnt believe me but after jobo all i do and all i feel like doing is sleep so as early as 9.30 at times id be dead asleep....sad i know!haha!

so i have been upto nothing much but work, sleep, eat....like my weekly time table would go on like wake up, get to work,spend the whole day there get back in the evening sleep and the cycle continues....

am actually fikain jobo right now na hii mambo ya kuamka asubuhi siwezani nayo...aiiiih!but eventually it feels good getting the hang of it already.

so since i last blogged i have been here and there,travelling the world as usual,seeing people and places.like i went to shika my baby niece you know these events pips panga to go and see babies then they say,"tumeenda kishika mtoto",yea tose ones!...i love this toi yani...and my nephew too.sometimes i feel like id carry them to my house stay with them but waah i know the task that comes with tois considering i have seen my nephew growing up who is now 4...the changing dypers,throwing tantrums, the reluctance to eat at whatever cost and trust me my nephew was a good one at this and nothing youd say would convince him to eat wachana na this fake vyb u danganya them ati stori of a train ama cjui ndege inakam kuland or summing of the sort...he would have none of it.so we would like shtua him....ati sijui 'paka anakam' and this kid would be so scared mpaka he just stuff things in his mouth......woiyeeeeeeee :-(

then it fikad the stage he got naughty i think its around two years old....terrible two they call it?waaahh waaahh waaah....btw when i have my own kiddos ill tafutia them a place they stay untill they get past that stage or summin of the sort?coz this is as naughty as a person could ever get,i kid u not!....especially boys i dont know their tulittle manly hormones start developing then or what?ive heard quite a few am waiting ta see what my niece will take us through but you know girls dont have that mob storos!! and am not just saying...

then the tu innocent questions tois have and the way they behave...such innocent little angels.sigh*

halafu when a kiddo starts crying i just pity them.sometimes id even cry with them me i dont know what kind of mother am going to be lakini ill be this soft one on themam sure...very soft so its really going to be upto their dad to punish them and stuff coz me noooooooo.i never wanna see them hurt.(consult me after like 10 years we see how this project would have come along....haha)

another interesting thing is when the tois start learning words and eventually start calling names.they always have a funny way of saying your name which actually is shoooooo shweeeeeet!*i just had to say it that way*lol!then they grow up start going to school....am sure its pure bliss to the parents..seing them grow up.

so now my niece is almost 5 months already and this kiddo is growing up a little everytime i see her and she is the sweetest little thing.

awww i just love em all to bits.
me if i was a pre school teacher i'd be such a good one at it..

coz id just be in love with all the kids...

and by the way id have put up them pics of me and these angels but....y am i even telling yall this??

anyhu,my work here is done!almost time to go home...yipeee!!how i love my jobo...

signing out,tommorows another day,actually theeeeeeee day!! :-)

bless.

talking of men from another planet

i have always wondered what it is people do at jobo.

the other day i was asking this manager what it is she does at jobo cause clearly i have never gotten an answer to that...so imagine it hit me the other day what it is really people go to do at work  i mean all those hours from 8 to 5....yaani cjaielewa
started internship the other day and am getting the down low of what goes down....and am like aiiit....
but the place am in is kinda wierd....all people do here is eat....yea u got that right...but its proly the department that am in...like today for example i was treated to a massage chair placed somewhere behind the office....now this guy calls me and tells me to get massage done...cant deny it felt nice tho mpaka my bowels were zungushwad around hadi i had to excuse myself to the little ladys room....haha...did i just tell you that???and i kinda got an idea of why people in the office were dissapearing huko nyuma....haha

woi btw c its such a task waking up in the morning though for those people who go to jobo early....they like sacrifice their sleep and all no wonder most of them are moody....especially some kanges... so am sitting in the jav and this one is lyk 'kwanini unakaa kwa njia' outta nowhere with a face as if he had been beaten or summin.....and mamas carrying blanket size shawls in the jav to extend their sleep.....c mimi i laugh in the morning....hawa ni watu wa kuforce issues kama time ya usingizi imeisha,imeisha!that is all...


speaking of forcing isses.....men!!me the things i get to deal with, aiyaiyai...its true when  they say men are from mars and well us, women   are from around....yes we are...i honestly dont know what is it with men....eeerr and boys too..most of them like forcing issues.
there are certain type of men that will put a girl off;and ill get into it....

1. men who as stated above force things to be the way they are not

am a strong believer of fate in that if at all something is meant to be it will be and if not then oh well....i know some if notmost of you will get this the wrong way but no need to...i simply mean there vybs that a girl will give you that they are not interested...this are little things like they wont pick up your call, they wont text you back even after you have texted them 50 million times, avoiding any planned meeting or date coming up with excuses yani not showing you the slightest hint that there could be something there but still one forces themselves in....aint nothing wrong with a brother pushing for what he wants because women, well most of them like playing a little game called 'hard to get' but saa zingine woi!!

2. men who are unsure about themselves

these are men who tell you one thing today and another tommorow in a bid to impress or something then at one time forget they told you this particular thing and contradict themselves.this gives a very bad and shady impression.everyone would like to get to know the true personality of a man....so be ye warned...hehehe..

3.men who can be controlled

i like men well for lack of a better word now who can take a stand for something.dont get this one wrong too si ati i would like a man to have power over me or something and si ati when i say something hivi hivi that is proly a joke you spring into action and do it....well its good being romantic and all but sometimes guys can be too soft for life....piss take..

4.men who dont have a sense of humour

 this goes to both men and women alike....am not a serious person and like making lotsa  jokes and will laugh to alot of  silly things.so here i was vybing this guy and i crack a some what joke and he just stares as if i spoke gibberish and no it wasnt outta context it was so into the vyb....and he just stares!!laawwdd...and me thinking they diidnt get it they behaved in a similar manner the next tym we vybed...aaaaahh...aaaahhh...boring!!!yani cant a person train themselves or go to an institution to acquire the sense of humour like seriouslty .....thats an important thing when it comes to me...

5.men who take everything seriously.

nothing is ever that serious....i wont share the story behind this but its damn pathettic....people should take things lightly......

by the way this is based on a true story just thought id share....hehe and its not like i dont have love for my brothers out there....i do i do*insert smiley*

signing out, have the bestest weekend ever....its friday sweethearts!!!

p.s am not putting graphics since this comp is misbehaving...haha

of matters love?...scratch that,amma talk of firsts!!

been a while there!!

been travelling around the world, seeing people,places and this has been very exciting but do i say??haha!!

haha....of matters love!! this is what i was writing about been in the draft for days but thats a story for another day....after all, having been travelling and sight seing i could do much much better than love.......i mean c'mon!!!

anyway ever been to a place and you thinking,why...why meee??hehe....those were exactly my sentiments on my first day at work...and boy oh boy
its a feeling of intimidation i must say...especially when you are taken around to meet the rest of the staff.
then there are the prying eyes of some people there as if they were waiting for new people to come around...these are the people who would often come around to say hi every now and then....gets to me...
i so hate firsts!!

taking a walkdown memory lane and back to my first days in school....preschool, i dont have that a good memory so cant remember much about it but what am preety sure of is that i didnt cry....atleast am told...

my first day at primary school....that i survuived too....this one i was actually excited about...you know like when you are kiddos its kinda usually exciting to put on new school uniform,carry around your new bag,in it your new books by the way, come to think about it now, i actually dont know what was so exciting about it.....so  here i was,woke up earlier than usual had breakfast then my mum and dad had me ready to be in school...getting their i was so excited to meet  everyone  else, excited about making new friends....fikain the gate i was soo happy...then i get to meet other kiddos crying at the fact theyve been left by their mummys and daddys.....i probably laughed and made a joke about it....so later on though, it became clear that this was not nursery school any more....we had grown up a little.....and things were abit different....more strict teachers,more children that you didnt know of and the older ones too....but you get to  get the hang of it after a few days.....

first day in high school....boooorrriiiingg!!!but atleast i had my sister around and a couple of other people too...but still,it got all to me, the 1st day feeling...thought it would be okay considering the fact that i  knew other people around but noooo it wasnt any different still loathed the day....a funny incident i remember about this day though is me getting lost around the school compound.....at night!!!so the matron called me outta class that night when everyone else was in class dunno why and had me take my matress to the dorm which btw was locked then here i am thinking...oookkkaaaayyyy!!what next??mimi huyo up and down the school compound nikapotea...it was scary too coz there were treees and all, all around...this is a day i will never forget....among the rest of my firsts ofcoure....hahaha!!and funny enough though, big chilles, 13, 14 years old or so were crying ati they had been left....and this was quite bizzare i must say

first day in uni....this was baaaaad!!!i did not know anybody unlike my previous firsts and this was quite a blow...aiyaiyai.....getting around....people noticing the new face and referring to you as 'fresher'.....bad memories....wasnt i happy when other 1st years reported to school and this name was no longer associated with me...all my memories of first days are jhus so terrible...

1st day at jobo...there isnt a day that i wish ended as fast as that one and by the end of the day i was so exhausted and for doing nothing....maaaaan!!!if only we could only skip all our 1st days....i so would, or fast forward!!

if there were days i would write in the compositions that went like ''write about the day u will never forget'' back in primary school,it would be all these combined, forget about the imaginary stories we used to write ati being chased down by lions and all that crap....this would be it now!